Friendship Day - Make any sense?

Another Friendship day has come !!!

But does it really make sense to have one day out of 365 days for friendship ?!... I would say offcourse not! Friendship is not festivel like Xmas or Diwali that comes once in year and you will have to wait the whole year for another time..

Friendship is an understanding between two heart.. something which you experience, feel and share on a day to day of your life... Infact friendship is one which make every day of your life a celebration.. So offcourse, it does not make much sense(at least to me!) to have one day celebrated for friendship day..!

But what is wrong, if you this just an extra reason to celebrate and enjoy with your friends! If you think in that way, it is nice to have a friendship day.. Atleast a reason for celebrating with your friends!
So Happy friendship day to all my friends !

You are gonna leave me !

You are gonna leave me…!

I do remember our first meet, few years before,
the cute smile and gentle warmth of yours,
the kind of affection in your words,
that brought my attention and affection to you !

As days go on, You inspired me,
you advised me,
you encouraged me,
you charmed me

We ate together,
We played together,
We danced together,
We enjoyed together

We shared our thoughts,
We shared our secrets,
we shared our feelings,
we shared our heart

we shared our fun
We shared our glory
We shared our pleasure
we shared our sadness

We shared the delight of victory
We shared the bitter pain of defeat
You cared me every minutes of my life,
I enjoyed every second of it,

days are passed.. months passed
we were close together for 2 years,
close to the heart than anyone else
We loved each other than anyone else

And now, you are gonna leave me,
But I wanna see you again and again
again and again through out my life,
But you are gonna leave me...!!!

You are gonna leave me....

Back to the world of Blogs

I am back to the blogs again after long gap!!! It is been a while I was out of the world of blogs... I should better say..I have been out of my own life for sometime..! And now let me tell you why I have been out of this world for so long.!

Recently I happened to see a quote saying 'All of the animals except human know that, the principle business of life is to enjoy it.!'.. I should change this to 'All, except software engineers know that the principle business of life is to enjoy it.!' Friends, don't kick me, when you read this post! I know you would call me mad, and this post as a crap!(of course blogs are invented to post crap thoughts, according to me!).

'Freedom with Responsibility' is a key point, most of the software companies uses to attract talents. And mine was not different in this.. but let me tell you, this suits in s/w industry in some way to attract talents... but in a slightly different way, who ever experienced this, they know this is the biggest trap.. You can redefine this phrase as 'who ever takes responsibility they get more and more responsibility and tension.. who ever takes freedom, they always have freedom!'

This is fact... in fact, I realized very late. And this was the reason I was out of this world..

Some old Paintings !

Years back, I had the habit of doing some paintings when ever I find myself free..or even I make myself free from other activities to do paintings.. I am not a good artist and all, but used to paint some small small stuff at least for my own satisfaction.. But now it has been many years since I touched the painting brush and pencil.. very long since I have done something of that sort...
Anyway here with, I am sharing some of the painting which I have done many years back...

Today, I was just thinking what is that keeps me away from all these interests.. what is that make my life so mechanical with out all these..! Is it my busy corporate life that keeps me away from this. Might be... But the question is unanswered..!

All this paintings may look so childish... yes of course, It was done long long back during my school days... paintings of a child's crazy mind...

Now it is high time to check if pencil and paint brush still suit me and it go according to my mind and wishes..!

First crazy thought

This is my first attempt of blogging. Let me start with a crazy story of mine!!!

That was a Friday evening and I was on my way to home for the weekend. I have got into the bus and fortunately I got a seat in bus near to the font door. As time moves, bus was getting more and more crowded with students and people who go home for weekend like me. I was happy in getting the seat to have a comfortable journey.. and so far so good, looking out at the evening sun rays spread on the sky through the window of bus.

Sometime later, one lady got into the bus with one kid, there were no seats available and she came and stand near to me with the small kid in hand. Even though I feel sympathy to her, I didn't want to get up and give my seat to her. I normally don’t mind in doing so, but that day I was very tired after work and bus was so crowded. I do not want to struggle standing in the bus for rest of my journey. I kept my eyes away from that side acting as if I did not notice the lady and kid in her hand. But my mind started blaming me for behaving with out humanity. Finally with half mind, I looked at her offering the seat. It seems she understood it and given the kid to me. I have taken the kid to my laps, he is around 1 year old. I felt proud of me in helping them. I was so tired and started sleeping after half an hour or so.

After few hours of travel, suddenly I woke up from sleep when the child started crying or moving around. I kept the child properly in my laps and looked outside through window of bus. It was almost reached my destination and it was still dark outside and time was early morning 3.50AM. Then I noticed that the kid's mother was not standing near by me. I turned around and search in each seats. By the time bus has reached in bus stand and passengers started getting down from the bus. My eyes were scanning the whole bus in search of that lady who gave the kid to me...

Now there are only very few passengers in the bus and they are also about to get down. And I am sure the lady is not there among those. I started worrying thinking about what to do with the kid. The kid is sleeping peacefully in my laps not knowing my worries. There is not much time left for me to think because one by one all the people are getting out of the bus.

Then I approached some of them trying to say, what actually happened. Some of them were not even listening to me and they were busy to get out of the bus and go to their own way. Some others were looking at me as if I am a criminal. no body seems believing me.. I thought of handling over the kid to driver or conductor of the bus and leaving to my home. But no one is ready to take the kid from me. They have gathered around me and looking at myself and the child with doubt or unbelif in what I am saying. I could even see pity, sympathy in some their eyes. But no one is supporting or believing me... the world around me was so cruel to me!

I had to catch another train from here to go to my home and it is getting late for me. But what do I do with this kid in my hand. I felt as if I am alone in a big crowd around me. I have started crying when the world around me not at all believing me. Among then, one young gentle man is saying 'He would have abducted the child for gold and after removing the gold from child body, now he want to leave the child'.... Oh god. I would never even think about doing such things. All I did is helped that lady when she was struggling to stand in bus with a kid in her hand!

They have planned to call the police or take me to police station along with the kid. I am so worried and afraid to go to police station itself. I was about to leave the kid on the seat and move away, and then one person caught my collar and slapped me. Suddenly I shouted, got up from my bed, opened my eyes and looked around for the kid and the crowd. Then I realized that it was a dream...!

A crazy dream...!!!